auroracassidy:

Brendan, I know that it’s hard to believe for you but I never pretended. I do care about you, honestly. That’s why I wish you would come back to Mattheus. I know you’re afraid, I know you don’t wanna see some people but.. I don’t know. Just.. please come back. I don’t know if you care but I’ll be there for you. Believe it or not. Someone is this world really cares about you.

But Aurora you litterary said; “I don’t like you but nontheless I want to help you.” How more clear do you want to get it. Afterwards you even walked away mad at me. Like everyone walks away from you, I always scare people away. And it’s not that I don’t want to see some people, I want to see nobody. Well maybe you or something. But I lost from Damon, Michaela probably found out by now that it was also my fault, Lydia hates me, Jade would be mad at me for leaving, Summer, Sky and all those other girls always disliked me, Harry and James also dislike me I think. Believe me Aurora there is no one there who would be happy to see me back. Without me everything is better. I ruin everything and sometimes I even enjoy to see people miserable because of me.

The only thing I want to do when I get back is hurt Lydia.

When I come back people will talk behind my back that I ran away, that I am an alcoholist, that I’m addicted to everything that is bad for you. Of course not all of it is a lie. But give me one good reason why I should come back.