Yeah I know what I said. And I regret it. Cause it was wrong. As wrong as it was to ran away and leave you all by yourself. That was my fault. I made the wrong decision and I still feel guilty for it. I should have never left but that’s in the past and none of us can change it. But we can change what happens now. And let me tell you something, you will never scare me away. And I would be happy if you would come back. Seriously Brendan. I know that some people dislike you but they never talked like we did, at least I think that. I still hope that you will give the good guy in you a chance. I know he’s there and you know that, too. And if you would just let me help you, you could get over the feeling that you have to hurt Lydia.Of course they will talk behind your back for that you ran away. But since Gossip Girl is on her mission do ruin our lives they also talk about me behind my back. I’m just a skinny slut for them. But I’m still here, Brendan. And if I can ignore those people you can do it, too.
Everything that is bad for me? I know I look like one, but I’m not a little girl. I can handle things like alcohol and all that. Brendan just please.. come back! Please!
Aurora I’m coming back don’t worry. I want to leave this place, the only friend I had here committed suicide a couple of days ago. So I’ve too leave.
But Aurora you don’t understand me at all. It’s not that I don’t want to be kind or something it’s just I can’t really handle it all. Nice to being people is getting to know people and that means that you can easy destroy someone. I just never can understand why you want that somebody else knows you. Like now I can never make you mad or something because you can destroy me. You have so much power over me right now. If someone gives me that kind of power I just can’t handle it. I want to use it.
And I don’t want to ignore them they’re all evil. And Lydia is the worse of all and she deserve to pay for what she did. Look I just want to know what guy she likes and just kiss him in front of her. That would be awesome wouldn’t it. Imagine her face when she sees that.
